So my buddy seems to be doing better than I. I wish him all the luck in the world on quiting the smoking habit. I on the other hand will stick to my half a pack a day.
Life has been tragic must I say. I wake up everyday around 5pm and then take another nap before I head off to work at 10pm. This seems to be the best way to make it through the nights. I smoke every chance I can get. I guess I am trying to cloud up the world that I live in so that it no longer seems like life. "What tangled webs we weave when first we decieve." if I recall my grandmother that is no longer here use to say that all the time. She also spoiled this boy with Mc'e'dee's a lot. I wish she were here sometimes, another face that has been eternalized in my mind.
The random conspiracies of love are still sticking here which kind of scares the fuck out of me. I don't call these times love, I call them deceptions. I don't want to love right now. I want to run away and hide from the latest offenders. I have spent too much time defining what I wanted but all that comes crashing down when we stick our morals on the top shelf in a nicely colored book.
The exercise stuff is going better now, seems that these movements will get my spirit flowing again. I have been dead for about 4 months in that area and the weight seems to be catching up with me. Wish I was with Michael walking and sharing these emotions with him. He is the best listener I have in this little mediocure life I live.
I went to see a beautiful concert that had great girls rocking out and cooling down. I have Rachael Cantu right now and she has got such a great voice with relaxing guitar behind. It harkens back to the lonely moments that I have shared with my poetry staring at the ceiling. I like the somber rapport. Another kick ass group that was at the concert was Tegan & Sara. They are twin girls from Canada with a great sound bringing me back to the Pat Benatar days. I hope you will also check these girls out. They have a new CD out called "So Jealous". It is a wonderful CD well worth the 10 they were charging at the concert at the Grog Shop. Sue and I had a great time just listening, smoking and of course me drinking my smirnoff.< plus vieux ~
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Life has been tragic must I say. I wake up everyday around 5pm and then take another nap before I head off to work at 10pm. This seems to be the best way to make it through the nights. I smoke every chance I can get. I guess I am trying to cloud up the world that I live in so that it no longer seems like life. "What tangled webs we weave when first we decieve." if I recall my grandmother that is no longer here use to say that all the time. She also spoiled this boy with Mc'e'dee's a lot. I wish she were here sometimes, another face that has been eternalized in my mind.
The random conspiracies of love are still sticking here which kind of scares the fuck out of me. I don't call these times love, I call them deceptions. I don't want to love right now. I want to run away and hide from the latest offenders. I have spent too much time defining what I wanted but all that comes crashing down when we stick our morals on the top shelf in a nicely colored book.
The exercise stuff is going better now, seems that these movements will get my spirit flowing again. I have been dead for about 4 months in that area and the weight seems to be catching up with me. Wish I was with Michael walking and sharing these emotions with him. He is the best listener I have in this little mediocure life I live.
I went to see a beautiful concert that had great girls rocking out and cooling down. I have Rachael Cantu right now and she has got such a great voice with relaxing guitar behind. It harkens back to the lonely moments that I have shared with my poetry staring at the ceiling. I like the somber rapport. Another kick ass group that was at the concert was Tegan & Sara. They are twin girls from Canada with a great sound bringing me back to the Pat Benatar days. I hope you will also check these girls out. They have a new CD out called "So Jealous". It is a wonderful CD well worth the 10 they were charging at the concert at the Grog Shop. Sue and I had a great time just listening, smoking and of course me drinking my smirnoff.
I hope you all have a good one today and let me know if you are out there reading. It is getting lonely on this side of the page. Take care!
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