My life has been changed by leaps and bounds this past week. I have lost the friendship of a great friend and lost the chance of another great friendship. None of this is what I could have changed, it just is. Life's little wicked ways of putting you where you should rest. Who ever said a poor boy from Ohio could get the hell out of Ohio with just a little faith and determination. I have not moved one single step and yet I am determined and have faith but you can't just keep believing without a good reason to. I am left to blackness of the night and blackness where the fire use to exist in my heart.
"Damned Emotions"
This boy doesn't want the prize in the bottom of the box.
The cruel world has impedded more tretory on his soul that one should have.
No one, nothing can repair this broken heart encased in a glass of amaretto sour.
He would simply take the leap off the tallest building with the views from the air blinding him with the kaledoscope of what should have been.
This boy would lament the ending crash into the walk below as he finally ran out of life.
He didn't jump but next time could be different, what chances we take in life.
"Questions"
If someone feels alone in a world of friends what more can the friends do to prove this boy wrong? What can this boy do to get out of these thoughts so he doesn't drive his loved ones crazy?
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