Well here goes nothing. I am going to be heading home to watch another person marry for a life long marriage that will be happy. Here I am the third wheel once again with no one to dance with. I feel like I have lost a love that I deserved but where and when did I lose you. I guess I must walk proud with my head up in the air. The punches roll in and I must still continue this fight. Damn I wish I could explain it. The person I am missing, well could be reading this, but they held every standard that I held in my head perfectly. I wish it back but I only get the half lifes. I don't get the passion or compassion that life is to be lived by. Does anyone out there know that feeling because I know that I have and deserve it again. I will be going and leaving this place soon but I guess that will leave my heart always wondering whether I will ever get that back. Trust is hard and love is harder. Guess my emotions will be carrying me out for the last hooray. Take care all and perhaps I will see you the next day.
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