I just never struck out looking at the rain without this sadness.

It wasn't a cleansing it was an acid to eat right through me.

Years past and on this night of nights I look to the clouded sky and understand this is my cleansing of a bad day.

I have to thank God for letting me stay here in this wonderful place.

I am learning as I go and hope that you will agree that it is right.

So here on this night of nights I wish you were here to walk into the rinse.

I would have wrapped my arms around you as our wet faces would have met.

Drops would suction our clothes to our bodies and the cold drops would run down our faces giving shimmer to our dull skin.

Our bodies would be wrapped in an embrace.

Words can not explain how I feel about the look of your face, beauty that I wish I could trace.