Scarey how life recycles 4 years before my very eyes.

Learning process, journey which tosses my thoughts.

I stood on a cliff of calm and decided to dive into uncertainty, filled with dead ended paths.

What is in this one journey and how many mistakes will this one life get?

Where do you lead me and why have a I followed because I can't touch an imaginary idea?

Running to the end of the path I seem to skip the part where someone could take this mangled crazy life.

Looking for the future in the past has ended in pain and agony.

Do not lay you body on the grass of this yester year.

Past sinks to the oil in the hill and my new regeneration opens ready for something more concrete.

My heart is heavy and eyes wet with sorrow but my confidence will shine through.

This feeling is death of what I was held from.

Remember the war but fill the field with yellow roses.

Kiss to the wind and I hope it lay upon your face for I have lifted this discrace.

~Continuous Play~

I have been listening to Pete Yorn lately. He has a great message in his music and I think he is just what I need to listen to during this torrid part of my life. If you enjoy let me know.

Pete Yorn

"Black"

Black is a cast,

And two is a crowd,

And gold rim is an answer.

Black is a crowd.

I am just for you,

As you are not for me

So even if you stop,

You’re sitting here by yourself,

You can never try to answer anymore,

You can never start

And see what you’re doing to me.

Kiss, they were the ones,

They dressed like something so special,

And death is to begin,

caress, I think it’s a sin…

I was alone,

Only ‘til you took me away,

And you can never stop,

You’re sitting all by yourself,

You can never try to argue anyone,

You will never stop and see,

What you’re doing to me.

I’m alone,

While he was standing next to you,

And days prolong,

Yeah there was time,

just you wait and see,

Waiting for a bottle of truth,

I’m just a lonely guy in my youth,

Waiting for you is all I wanna do,

So if you couldn’t stop,

You’re sitting all by yourself,

You can never try to argue anyone,

you will never stop and see what you’re doing to me,

You can never stop,

You’re sitting all by yourself,

You can never try to answer anything,

You will never stop and see,

What you’re doing to me,

What you’re doing to me,

What you’re doing to me,