Club

Well at the club on Saturday of last week I accidently split my pants while dancing and regretablly I had guys standing on all sides of the podium checking it out. Just a suggestion to the guys, Get a fucking life! I wasn't about to let my night go to tears so I just kept dancing not to show off but to enjoy the music. They played an absolutely kool and great song by my main man "Duncan Sheik". If he ever wants to come to the gay side I would love to be his boyfriend. Sorry D, I still love you.

On A High

by Duncan Sheik

I'm on a high,on a high

there's nothing more to it.

We are the sea and the sky

and the blue that runs through it, yeah.

and there are some who say there are so many things I need

so I run or I fight and I crawl or I scream and I bleed

I bleed, I bleed

it's a lie it's a lie - don't you believe it.

if you're fine then you're fine - it's all how you see it.

oh, there never will be no conspiracy of happiness.

I'm on a high,on a high

and there's nothing more to it

I have the sun, it's a star

why should I refuse it

and there are so many reasons I could give you why I should be down

there's not enough money or time and my love you're not around

around, around

it's a lie it's a lie - don't you believe it.

if you're fine then you're fine - it's all how you see it.

oh, there never will be no conspiracy of happiness.

you're alive,you're alive - how else could you hear me?

you are fine, you are fine -nothing worth fearing

'o there never will be no conspiracy of happiness

I'm on a high, on a high

we are the sea and the sky

I'm on a high, on a high

I'm on a high.......

It's a lie, It's a lie don't you believe it

'Cause I've tried and I've tried,can't really see it

Yeah, I'm trapped inside my conspiracy of happiness

said I was yours, you were mine but I didn't really mean it

and I lied and I lied

and I wish you hadn't seen it

'cause I'm trapped inside my conspiracy of happiness

oh............ohhh...oh x2

I'm on a high, on a high, there's nothing more to it, yeah.

Well needless to say I had a wonderful night with my friends. I love when we all get together and enjoy the short time we will have together. Soon we will all move on to bright futures. A will be a math and science teacher, AB will be a social worker or better someone to help me with my problems, M will be a computer programmer, V will be a masterfull ambassator for the US. I on the other hand will take my chances moving and starting a new somewhere that I will only disclose to my friends. The future is starting to look wonderful. I am almost there.

Work Woes

Work just blows. Damn dumb ass people that I share my time with. Racist bastards, who are a different race in themselves, Hypocritical bitches, can think of a few. Can someone tell me why I am still on register after three years of service? Oh wait I did that. It isn't the customers at all which is funny in itself. Management sucks and I highly doubt they know how to manage a store, they also talk about each other behind each others backs. I know so much I could hurt them all but I am a nice person so I will refrain. Or am I a nice person? Nice people finish last. Oh yeah I fall in that category, but I am smarter than the average naive person. Look out dumb asses, I will make sure your next half of the year is hell. I am smiling inside out.

Sympathy