~Special Phrase~

You can do anything after you experience sheer sorrow and pain, you just have to put your heart in it and take hold of the steering wheel.

Why didn’t I do this years ago you might ask? Well I wasn’t thinking and I was scared of what could happen, but here we stand older and wiser ready for this challenge. “Take my hand and lets make it through this crazy life.”

~This Weekend in a Nut Shell~

Well it started off rough in Newark but soon on to play pool with my friends Bobbi, Jeff, Rachel and Kimmy. We had a blast and things went really well after a little visit to someones wet bar on wheels. Girl you fill your car with only the nicest things.

Where was the Bacardi O?

Then off with my friends to the club where I redefined clapping your hand against your leg and spin kicks. Yay! Go me! See you don’t have to be way gay to know how to dance. I do it all the time. I had a blast and managed to stay away from the bois. I don’t like meeting people at the bar but you know sometimes I will give it a try. This wasn’t that time. That would be later on this weekend.

Lock your doors we are in the ghetto. Look at the low riders and hoochies. They are paying through the window.

I love you Rach. Needless to say Rach and I locked our doors. Then fights broke out and all I could do is give you a nudge and brush your hair back out of your face. I still love you no matter what. Apparently that is a normal occurrence, not fair but normal, almost like they asked for it. But then again maybe we should all stay away from Alcohol. Hold up I don’t think so.

Home at last and to bed after a little laundry. Then the next day filled with waking up late and then off to Columbus to meet the cutie that is Kimmy’s girl. I love you Christina. You are so cute and damn you guys make this love thing look so easy. I hope you guys live it up in Victorian Village happy forever. Christina and I had common bitch about Kent State. It must be very shitty up here for us to both feel the same. I will come down to go to Com Fest and Gay Week with you guys.

Then from Jen’s to the Musical “Kiss me Kate” at Otterbein, after Kimmy and I had Corona’s. Sorry baby! Got to get my drink on.

You made that stage shine gold after you left it. I am convinced that voice could put me to sleep.

I got to see Davy who did an awesome job in “Kiss me Kate”. I met him afterwards in the lobby, where I got to hug him and then off again to the club.

Traffic party at Wall Street hip hip horray. I loved it. Green = Single and lookin, Yellow = Step back I am with someone/ or for me I just got out of a bad relationship, step off, Red = Absolutely no chance. I talked to a few people that seemed really nice and they actually talked to me after that. I am impressed. I thought guys would just want sex which they can’t find here but apparently there are more guys with sense out there. Thanks for not being the usual club trash.

On to the next night, and all I have to say about that is wow. Cast Party and then on to the Foam Party at the Eagle where I found my happiness admist the mountains of foam. Best Friends to much more.

Thanks for loving my spontenaity. Well XOXOX to you and I will see you soon. I promise. You got this heart now!