Sitting in my old room feelings rush back. Tears fill up in my eyes. Why do I feel this? I feel like I failed my parents. I have accomplished so much in the past but so little in this uninspired present. I love them so much but I feel like I never did what they wanted me to do. < plus vieux ~
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My mom made a page for my first birthday in the scrap book she keeps, but for some reason I can't explain I was sad and felt like she shouldn't have wasted her time on me. Very good page, one of my phrases I use to say was "Rocky the Baby". She told me It was because I always wanted to be held. Funny how somethings don't ever change.
I will have another entry before the end of the night. My weekend was very interesting and quite ironic, but somehow somewhere I think this universe was flipped upside down and brought me back to a wild turn of event. All I can say is I am smiling now.
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