I might hide away in my dreams sometimes but I still can see the clear vision of reality.

Life.... Breathe it in with all the breath you can give it. Choices here, choices there, things that I was forced to do, things that I choose to do. Wow what this life has brought to me.

You see sometimes dreams just don't come true. Well maybe not for right now, or as soon as you want them to come true, but hey there are varible that play a part and you have to respect that. I will respect them. I promise. Waiting in the Mid West for my signal call across this vast land.

I don't know what will become of me. I know that I want one thing that might never come true, one thing on my list that was the only thing I really wanted to come true the rest was just side salad to get me full.

You see the beauty I talked about in my earlier entries was me trying to convince myself that life wasn't so bleak and unhappy all the time. I accomplished convincing myself and now I think I am better than I was before.

~Events of Last Night~

Events well I just ended up drinking a nice lemon thingy and falling asleep. My week has been one sweet whirl around this beautiful world. Emotional to say the least. I managed to sleep less and eat more. Talk much less and think much more. Dreams last night don't really recall those. Although I did end up waking at 8 to some encouraging messages. Sorry guys I really wasn't depressed or depressed as much as you thought but it is nice to know people care.

Well a song called Got My List by One Line Drawing inspired this entry with other things that have happened at recent. I highly recommend this song so go download it.

Here are Now for You is to rest and here is to friends.

If you want to know that list of dreams I have maybe I will post it but as for now it is kept to my heart. Dare to live your dreams out. Love to you all!